Ok today I am feeling bad about not using the treadmill! Ha Ha ha I dont know if I just ate way too much cheesy potatos or what but I feel bad tommorrow is work out day for sure! I will be up bright and early I hope to use that machine if it kills me! I feel bad today as if I have gained twenty pounds over the past four hours or so!
But in other news this weekend was great! The Best Friend called me Friday to say her mom is now cancer free! We were ecstatic it was such a great day! This is a person that was told recently that things were not looking good and to just take it day by day and hour by hour. This is the miracle that everyone prayed for held their breath and now it is here. This is phenomenal person being rewarded finally. So we went over there to celebrate. Stayed up late to catch lightening bugs and watch The Chronicles of Narnia it was like being a kid again but better because we ended the night with a post midnight run to Dunkin Donuts. Saturday was the big party at the hall and it was a blast we sat with some people we did not know very well and we left there with plans to see them again soon. The party continued all night long at a neighbor's place with some rum and a fire pit, perfect beginning of summer party!
Sunday was one of the worst days of my life I have to say. It was phenomenally bad even for me ha ha. I have to say that never ever in my life have I wanted so desperately to grow some wings and fly away far and fast. The only thing that made it slightly endurable was the saving graces of the my boy best friend who loves to be the hero and the girl best friend who is so aggressive and loyal. Despite enduring the unendurable that day and living to tell I do feel lucky to have friends that I know now more than ever will always be with me til the end and keep me safe.
I am having a hard time lately I don't really know what's going to happen. I am resigned to the things I can not control but I know I can control my outlook and my reactions. Staying focused and composed right now is most important and that is all I can resolve to do. If things can just slow down for the next month or so I think I will be on the other side of this casm.
I have now just planned to enjoy the summer full tilt and take it one day at a time. Soon enough things change.
But in other news this weekend was great! The Best Friend called me Friday to say her mom is now cancer free! We were ecstatic it was such a great day! This is a person that was told recently that things were not looking good and to just take it day by day and hour by hour. This is the miracle that everyone prayed for held their breath and now it is here. This is phenomenal person being rewarded finally. So we went over there to celebrate. Stayed up late to catch lightening bugs and watch The Chronicles of Narnia it was like being a kid again but better because we ended the night with a post midnight run to Dunkin Donuts. Saturday was the big party at the hall and it was a blast we sat with some people we did not know very well and we left there with plans to see them again soon. The party continued all night long at a neighbor's place with some rum and a fire pit, perfect beginning of summer party!
Sunday was one of the worst days of my life I have to say. It was phenomenally bad even for me ha ha. I have to say that never ever in my life have I wanted so desperately to grow some wings and fly away far and fast. The only thing that made it slightly endurable was the saving graces of the my boy best friend who loves to be the hero and the girl best friend who is so aggressive and loyal. Despite enduring the unendurable that day and living to tell I do feel lucky to have friends that I know now more than ever will always be with me til the end and keep me safe.
I am having a hard time lately I don't really know what's going to happen. I am resigned to the things I can not control but I know I can control my outlook and my reactions. Staying focused and composed right now is most important and that is all I can resolve to do. If things can just slow down for the next month or so I think I will be on the other side of this casm.
I have now just planned to enjoy the summer full tilt and take it one day at a time. Soon enough things change.
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