Searching for jobs is frustrating hard work but I am excited about going back to work finally! I hope I will find something I really like that pays well enough. I also try to tell myself to just relax something will come and atleast I can afford to be choosy right now.
I didnt find anything really great at the library today they had no David Sedaris at all! But I am reading something about weight loss that is very boring and a book about forensics that is highly disturbing.
My best friend found a new job and I am so happy for her. It offers much oppurtunity for advancement and lots of travel. I am very proud of her she has worked along time at jobs that did not reward her she really deserves it!
Talked to boy best friend today.....things are complicated now with him and different oh arent they always with boy girl friendships? Not to me, this is all new to me and I guess for him too so this are awkward and just new there and its hard right now.
The weekend is almost here and I am thinking of blowing off one of the parties I was invited to for the reason that I was invited there to meet freinds of my freinds husband. I dont like this scenario for several reasons. One being that I dont even like my freinds husband all that well so I cant imagine I would like his friends. I am not interested in being in the spotlight like that either it makes me nervous. So I am wracking my brain for an out on this one!
This other party should be good but the person I was dying to see since like 1999 can not make it so that is a downer as well but this should be fun with no pressure so I am looking forward to it for sure!
Things are ok here otherwise, ignoring several projects other than that I am fullfilled by Project Runway tonight and ready for bed!