I have been terribly busy looking for a job this week and I am eager to find something great! Hopefully something will come up soon. I have reunited with an old male friend recently and its been exciting but not in any romantic type of way at all. But things are still not right with me and boy best friend, I just dont really understand him at all anymore he is so unhappy all the time I just dont know whats going on with him besides the fact that he has a broken back and is in agony all the time, other things are bothering him too now. Its complicated for him I guess. I dont know. Waiting for good news about something else and thats hard too, its ridiculous to have to wait on someone else sometimes but I hope that it will turn out the best for me. I have been reading lots too. I read a few true crime books about stupid Scott Peterson, and then I just finished this book about that missing Natalie Holloway it was really sad. I also read this book about Genie a true story of a girl who spent her first thirteen years severly neglected and tied to a potty chair. She was rescued and taught how to talk and in some ways treated like a total experiment and cash cow for doctors. It was an interesting and sad story. I am reading Hitlers Pope right now, its a little slow but I want to know what the story is suppesdly the pope once made a secret deal with the Nazis. I have done lots of good shopping lately. I am also going to Crocker Park for more this week cant wait! I havent cooked anything in a while but I have a taste for Mexican so I think I will cook some really good food this week.

Searching for jobs is frustrating hard work but I am excited about going back to work finally! I hope I will find something I really like that pays well enough. I also try to tell myself to just relax something will come and atleast I can afford to be choosy right now.
I didnt find anything really great at the library today they had no David Sedaris at all! But I am reading something about weight loss that is very boring and a book about forensics that is highly disturbing.
My best friend found a new job and I am so happy for her. It offers much oppurtunity for advancement and lots of travel. I am very proud of her she has worked along time at jobs that did not reward her she really deserves it!
Talked to boy best friend today.....things are complicated now with him and different oh arent they always with boy girl friendships? Not to me, this is all new to me and I guess for him too so this are awkward and just new there and its hard right now.
The weekend is almost here and I am thinking of blowing off one of the parties I was invited to for the reason that I was invited there to meet freinds of my freinds husband. I dont like this scenario for several reasons. One being that I dont even like my freinds husband all that well so I cant imagine I would like his friends. I am not interested in being in the spotlight like that either it makes me nervous. So I am wracking my brain for an out on this one!
This other party should be good but the person I was dying to see since like 1999 can not make it so that is a downer as well but this should be fun with no pressure so I am looking forward to it for sure!
Things are ok here otherwise, ignoring several projects other than that I am fullfilled by Project Runway tonight and ready for bed!

Oh my today was good! This whole weekend was good! Went to early dinner at Mexican Village and had a few drinks, stayed up way too late talking to best freind and laughing with my sister and brother in law who all came by to keep me company. Ran errands today, baked a cake and had a small gathering with freinds. Happened to walk by computer and saw an old old old freind im me to say hi supposedly this friend will stop by later I hope so! I really do. This will be fantastic more later I hope!