I have been terribly busy looking for a job this week and I am eager to find something great! Hopefully something will come up soon. I have reunited with an old male friend recently and its been exciting but not in any romantic type of way at all. But things are still not right with me and boy best friend, I just dont really understand him at all anymore he is so unhappy all the time I just dont know whats going on with him besides the fact that he has a broken back and is in agony all the time, other things are bothering him too now. Its complicated for him I guess. I dont know. Waiting for good news about something else and thats hard too, its ridiculous to have to wait on someone else sometimes but I hope that it will turn out the best for me. I have been reading lots too. I read a few true crime books about stupid Scott Peterson, and then I just finished this book about that missing Natalie Holloway it was really sad. I also read this book about Genie a true story of a girl who spent her first thirteen years severly neglected and tied to a potty chair. She was rescued and taught how to talk and in some ways treated like a total experiment and cash cow for doctors. It was an interesting and sad story. I am reading Hitlers Pope right now, its a little slow but I want to know what the story is suppesdly the pope once made a secret deal with the Nazis. I have done lots of good shopping lately. I am also going to Crocker Park for more this week cant wait! I havent cooked anything in a while but I have a taste for Mexican so I think I will cook some really good food this week.